24 posts tagged “first love”
Hidden in the attic,
all the way upstairs,
is something very special,
that I would like to share.
My hopes,
my dreams,
old photographs,
of good times and bad times that make me laugh.
The joy of a hug,
the thrill of a kiss,
leaves me to remember the pure, simple bliss.
I cry for the fun,
and giggle for the pain,
I enjoyed the good life I was able to maintain.
The thoughts and wishes,
they all stay with me,
all of these contained in my book of memories.
I’m so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
‘Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won’t leave me alone
These wounds won’t seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There’s just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I’d wipe away all of your tears
When you’d scream I’d fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating life
Now I’m bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
These wounds won’t seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There’s just too much that time cannot erase
I’ve tried so hard to tell myself that you’re gone
But though you’re still with me
I’ve been alone all along
We’re drifting apart,
But I won’t give up, no
Wherever you are I belong
Love sings us a song
But we fail to sing along
Wherever you go I will follow
So please don’t let it
Please don’t let it go
And if you won’t let it I won’t let it go
Please
don’t let it
Please don’t let it go
And
if you won’t let it I won’t let it go
You
try to be strong
You’ve tried it oh so long
Whatever I do I do it wrong
And love sings our song
So eager to sing along
Whatever you do I know it
So please don’t let it
Please
don’t let it go
Cause if you won’t let it I won’t let it go
Please don’t let it
Please don’t let it go
Cause if you won’t let it I won’t let it go
Don’t let go of life
Let
go of love
Let go of all we have
So
don’t let go of trust
Let go of lust
Let go of all we share
Love is a flame that can’t be tamed
And though we are it’s willing prey, my darling
We are not the ones to blame
Trust is a word all lovers know
The glorious art of staining souls, my darling
We
are not the ones to blame
The more we have the more we want
And the more it hurts our hearts, my baby
It
always ends up in tears
So keep on pretending
Our heaven is worth the waiting
Keep on pretending, it’s alright
So
keep on pretending
It will be the end of our craving
Keep on pretending
It’s alright
When doubts arise the game begins
The one we will never win, my baby
It always ends up in tears
So keep on pretending
Our heaven is worth the waiting
Keep on pretending, it’s alright
So keep on pretending
It will be the end of our craving
Keep on pretending
It’s
alright
Come on…
So keep on pretending
Our
heaven is worth the waiting
Keep on pretending, it’s alright
So keep on pretending
It
will be the end of our craving
Keep on pretending
It’s alright
Love is a flame that can’t be tamed
And though we are it’s willing prey, my darling
We are not the ones to blame
Just one look into your eyes
One look and I’m crying
’cause you’re so beautiful
Just one kiss and I’m alive
One kiss and I’m ready to die
’cause you’re so beautiful
Just one touch and I’m on fire
One touch and I’m crying
’cause you’re so beautiful
Just one smile and I’m wild
One smile and I’m ready to die
’cause you’re so beautiful
My darling
Oh you’re so beautiful
You’re so beautiful
Oh
my baby
You’re so beautiful
And you’re so beautiful
Oh
my darling
Oh my baby
And you’re so beautiful
I’m gonna simile like nothing’s wrong …
talk like everything is perfect …
act like its a dream …
and pretend nothing is hurting me …
’cause I’ll find my way..
I know you’ll wake up one day..
but it’ll be too late
There seems to be an issue
Left unchecked and yet denied
A promise made without much thought
Now chained we must abide
Still you refuse to realize
The desperateness within my eyes
I wish a way, I wish to find
A safe way to leave you behind
My life would then be empty
For you complete what I am
But your life remains unfinished
While I keep you from His hand
You truely claim that you cannot
Remain to be happy, while I am not
Yet that’s the way that it must be
Since this won’t last because of me
How many times
Has it been
That you have given up
Everything
The love that you gained
Was it worth all the pain
Of letting go?
I’d like to feel
That what we have is real
Enough for me to do the same.
Don’t leave me lying here
Bedded in poisonous fear
That it’s not what we thought
Love can be misapprehension
So is it worth all this tension
For those moments of bliss?
I ask you these queries
In aim to calm my worries
That this is really love
We were close friends, also lovers
did everything for one another
Now youre gone and Im lost without you here now
But I know I gotta live and make it somehow
Come back to me
Can you feel me
Hear me callin for you Cause its
Its been too long and Im lost without you
So what am I gonna do, said Ive been needinyou,
wantin you
Wonderin if youre the same and whos been with you
Is your heart still mine, I wanna cry sometimes
Now Im sittin here thinkin âbout you
And the days we used to share
Its drivin me crazy, I dont know what to do
Im just wonderin if you still care
And I wanna let you know that its killin me
I know you got another life, you gotta concentrate,
baby
Love was always supposed to be
Something wonderful to me
To watch it grow inside yourself
To feel your heart beside itself
Sometimes it hurts to love so bad
Sometimes it hurts to even laugh
Sometimes the pain is just too much
And it hurts like hell
That’s the way it feels
True love
It has no hiding place
It’s not something you just put away
It’s always there inside of you
and it shows in everything you do
Sometimes it hurts to love so bad
Sometimes it hurts to even laugh
Sometimes the pain is just too much
And it hurts like hell
That’s the way it feels
I know if there is any chance
For us to find our happiness
We’ve got to learn to let it go
Forget all the pain we knew
You are my heat
You are my fire
You make me weak with strong desire
To love you my whole life long
Be it right, or be it wrong
I just want to satisfy ya
Though you’re not mine
I can’t deny ya
Don’t you hear me talking baby?
Love me now or I’ll go crazy