27 posts tagged “journey”
I used to be okay,
I used to be strong.
But the walls around me crumbled,
And my life became wrong.
The lies crept in on silent feet.
Poisoning my neurotic mind,
Slowly wrapping me in defeat.
I lied when I said I didn’t love you.
I lied when I said I could move on.
I lied when I said you didn’t matter,
And I lied when I said it didn’t hurt.
You were the catalyst,
Detroying everything in sight.
You broke me down,
And I was too weak to fight.
Now you are gone,
Yet your corrosive effect remains.
I await within my insanity to see you again,
For my blood to race and my heart stop.
I’m just dying for you to get on top.
Own me, control me, violate me.
End the aching and just…
Take me for all I can be.
I surrender myself completely;
Mind, body, and soul.
But you had your chance,
And my weakened morals were worth nothing.
It was simply a meaningless, tormenting dance.
What you still want, I shall never know.
But I would wait for you till the end of eternity,
If only you would tell me so.
In a moment of weakness
I turned to you
In a moment of weakness
You let me through
You held me close with broken wings
I can hear your laughter as the devil sings
In a moment of weakness,
you healed my soul
yet tore me apart
In a moment of weakness
you made me whole
but broke my heart
In a moment of weakness
I let you go
From my moment of weakness
I’m all alone…
I’m lonely
But then
Aren’t you lonely too?
Come then
Walk along with me
And though we but travel
A short while together
We become more alive in each other
Changing what might have been
Into something
That lends a deep meaning
To life itself
And though we but travel
A short while together
I think perhaps
You are with me forever.
To love one that is lost.
To love one that is taken.
Ever since that day,
My life has been shaken.
My feelings are so strong,
but not much to you.
Although I’m still glad,
you’re here to help me through.
We’ve been through the good.
We’ve been through the bad.
It’s hard to believe,
that I am so sad.
I still love you true,
although it’ll never be.
There’s something in him
that you don’t see in me.
But I guess that’s ok,
because I’ll still be here.
And even if that’s so,
I still have fear.
What will happen to me,
I still don’t know.
But if the pain is too great,
I won’t let it show.
Because you mean so much,
our friendship I will treasure.
And I’ll be content,
as long as you have pleasure.
I know that you’ll forget me,
but that’s alright.
Because I’ll always love you,
with all of my might.
Sitting, alone, darkness consumes.
No one can see the girl.
With bright eyes.
And one curl.
She’s almost saddened by this.
Her most extrordinary show.
It will go unnoticed.
No one will know.
Till they find her limp body.
Alone in her bed.
The lost memories.
Of the life she’d led.
She wanted to see the pain.
The blood drip from her wrist.
Because she had aimed for her goals.
She aimed, and she missed.
She wants to swallow the peace.
Feel the freedom spread through her veins.
Find an everlasting love.
Take away her pains.
She wants to die alone.
The same way she was always found.
Alone with herself.
No other soul around.
And as she got ready.
She turned out the lights.
To die in the darkness.
To escape all life’s frights.
But when the lights went out.
Some magic occured.
The room lit up.
And a memory was stirred.
She recalled a day.
She’d been talking with a friend.
Talking about life.
How much she wanted it to end.
But her friend said no.
She said I love you.
And you know it.
The stars join us two.
No matter where you are.
When you can see the sky.
Glance at the stars.
And reconcider why.
Why do you want to die?
Where has your meaning gone?
Will it be refound?
Will it rise with suns dawn?
If you have any question.
If you know it could.
Then please hold on.
You know that you should.
Because I love you.
My love is in the star.
It is always in my heart.
Whether near or far.
So when the lights went out.
And you saw the glow.
You knew that those lit up stars.
Were your reason not to go.
So you sat back in bed.
Put the knife aside.
Recapped the pills.
And thought how you almost died.
How you almost gave up.
How you based your life on your past.
Knowing full well.
That the past will never last.
So as you lay there that night.
With a refound hope in your heart.
You knew you could find.
A way to restart.
Your life will start now.
It will be based on stars.
Your past will not matter.
Nor will engraved scars.
Because you love’s in the stars.
And stars never die.
So if you ever question.
That’s your reason why.
wonderful song…movie: namaste london
(Hindhi Movie Song)
Main Jahaan Rahoon
Main Kahin Bhi Hoon
Teri Yaad Saaath Hai
Kisi Se Kahoon
Ke Nahi Kahoon
Yeh Jo Dil Ki Baat Hai
Kehne Ko Saath Apane Ek Duniya Chalti Hai
Per Chhupke Is Dil Mein Tanhaayi Palti Hai
Bas Yaad Saath Hai
Teri Yaad Saaath Hai
Main Jahaan Rahoon
Main Kahin Bhi Hoon
Teri Yaad Saaath Hai
Kahin To Dil Mein Yaadon Ki
Ek Suli Gad Jaati Hai
Kahin Har Ek Tasveer Bhahut Hi Dhondhali Pad Jati Hai
Koi Nayi Duniya Ke Naye Rango Mein Khush Rehta Hai
Koi Sab Kuch Paake Bhi Yeh Mann Hi Mann Kehta Hai
Kehne Ko Saath Apane Ek Duniya Chalti Hai
Per Chhupke Is Dil Mein Tanhaayi Palti Hai
Bas Yaad Saath Hai
Teri Yaad Saaath Hai - 3
Kahin To Beete Kal Ki Jadein
Dil Mein Hi Utar Jaati Hai
Kahin Jo Dhage Tute To Malaayen Bhikar Jaati
Koi Dil Mein Jagah Nayi, Baaton Ke Liye Rakhta Hai
Koi Apni Palko Par Yaadon Ke Diye Rakhta Hai
Kehne Ko Saath Apane Ek Duniya Chalti Hai
Per Chhupke Is Dil Mein Tanhaayi Palti Hai
Bas Yaad Saath Hai
Teri Yaad Saaath Hai
A day without you
Is a day without light
You are the love that brings
The sunshine to my life
A day without you
Is a day feeling blue
I want to spend every day
Being loved by you
A day without you
Is a day filled with pain
Countless tears I dry from my eyes
As they fall like rain
A day without you
I don’t want to live
That’s why I’ll be here
Waiting for you until eternity
I’m so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
‘Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won’t leave me alone
These wounds won’t seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There’s just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I’d wipe away all of your tears
When you’d scream I’d fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating life
Now I’m bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
These wounds won’t seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There’s just too much that time cannot erase
I’ve tried so hard to tell myself that you’re gone
But though you’re still with me
I’ve been alone all along
