16 posts tagged “rejected”

In my reality, you are my friend, my companion, and my buddy. Yet, in my dreams, you are my lover, my soul mate, and my girl. Why do you stir my emotions so? How can I get so emotional over a girl so far away? This love that I have for you seems so pure and yet so unnatural. Why do I carry such heavy emotions for someone who sees me as a friend? Your simple beauty is ever present due to your grace and sensitivity. Your long dark hair, thick and lustrous, rests neatly upon your shoulders. Your smooth and simple curves are aligned so well upon your tiny frame. Your warm, gentle smile soothes the torrid seas of my heart and soul. Your voice is as soft and mellow as angel harp strings. I am enchanted by your simple poise and charm. Your strength and resilience is amazing. How can someone so dainty can bear the weight of the world on such small shoulders? A lesser woman would be driven insane and yet, you continue to endure. The arrows of scorn from your parents and the impatient desires of men do not belay you from what is important, your self-respect and future. Your slender arms ache under the weight of heavy trays. Your legs and feet are sore from all the walking.  Oh how I wish I could help carry your burden a little. I feel so helpless sometimes for the sheer fact that I am not close to you. I understand, that your heart belongs to another, yet if this was a different time and circumstance, I would love for us to be together. Yet, the Almighty doesn’t give man too much opportunity in the love department. You are in my prayers as well as my thoughts and dreams. I pray that you will keep your good judgment, that you will never leave me alone, and that you will always be my friend. I long for the day we meet face to face. I will introduce you to my world. To see simple beauty of Mother Nature. You could run and frolic in the field like the flower maiden I see in my dreams. To introduce you to my family and to their home cooking. I can’t seem to get you out of my mind, I think about you all-day and everyday. Even thought my love runs deep, I have nothing but the deepest respect for. Your friendship is more valuable than all my emotions are worth. As long as you are in my dreams, you will never be forgotten. Now as I lay myself down, I begin to see you in my eyes and I know it will be a sweet dream.

I’m so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
‘Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won’t leave me alone

These wounds won’t seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There’s just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I’d wipe away all of your tears
When you’d scream I’d fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating life
Now I’m bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won’t seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There’s just too much that time cannot erase

I’ve tried so hard to tell myself that you’re gone
But though you’re still with me
I’ve been alone all along

We’re drifting apart,

But I won’t give up, no

Wherever you are I belong

Love sings us a song

But we fail to sing along

Wherever you go I will follow

So please don’t let it

Please don’t let it go

And if you won’t let it I won’t let it go

Please
don’t let it

Please don’t let it go

And
if you won’t let it I won’t let it go

You
try to be strong

You’ve tried it oh so long

Whatever I do I do it wrong

And love sings our song

So eager to sing along

Whatever you do I know it

So please don’t let it

Please
don’t let it go

Cause if you won’t let it I won’t let it go

Please don’t let it

Please don’t let it go

Cause if you won’t let it I won’t let it go

Don’t let go of life

Let
go of love

Let go of all we have

So
don’t let go of trust

Let go of lust

Let go of all we share

Love is a flame that can’t be tamed

And though we are it’s willing prey, my darling

We are not the ones to blame

Trust is a word all lovers know

The glorious art of staining souls, my darling

We
are not the ones to blame

The more we have the more we want

And the more it hurts our hearts, my baby

It
always ends up in tears

So keep on pretending

Our heaven is worth the waiting

Keep on pretending, it’s alright

So
keep on pretending

It will be the end of our craving

Keep on pretending

It’s alright

When doubts arise the game begins

The one we will never win, my baby

It always ends up in tears

So keep on pretending

Our heaven is worth the waiting

Keep on pretending, it’s alright

So keep on pretending

It will be the end of our craving

Keep on pretending

It’s
alright

Come on…

So keep on pretending

Our
heaven is worth the waiting

Keep on pretending, it’s alright

So keep on pretending

It
will be the end of our craving

Keep on pretending

It’s alright

Love is a flame that can’t be tamed

And though we are it’s willing prey, my darling

We are not the ones to blame

Just one look into your eyes

One look and I’m crying

’cause you’re so beautiful

 

Just one kiss and I’m alive

One kiss and I’m ready to die

’cause you’re so beautiful

Just one touch and I’m on fire

One touch and I’m crying

’cause you’re so beautiful

Just one smile and I’m wild

One smile and I’m ready to die

’cause you’re so beautiful

 

My darling

Oh you’re so beautiful

You’re so beautiful

Oh
my baby

You’re so beautiful

And you’re so beautiful

Oh
my darling

Oh my baby

And you’re so beautiful

I’m gonna simile like nothing’s wrong …
talk like everything is perfect …
act like its a dream …
and pretend nothing is hurting me …

’cause I’ll find my way..
I know you’ll wake up one day..
but it’ll be too late

There seems to be an issue
Left unchecked and yet denied
A promise made without much thought
Now chained we must abide

Still you refuse to realize
The desperateness within my eyes
I wish a way, I wish to find
A safe way to leave you behind

My life would then be empty
For you complete what I am
But your life remains unfinished
While I keep you from His hand

You truely claim that you cannot
Remain to be happy, while I am not
Yet that’s the way that it must be
Since this won’t last because of me

Tonight’s a burning loneliness
Bleak and empty, cloudless above
The absence of the moon speaks
Of the absence of our love

The coldest of wind in the air
The darkest of black in the sky
Frigid and opaque, the adjectives
That aptly describe you and I

How many times
Has it been
That you have given up
Everything

The love that you gained
Was it worth all the pain
Of letting go?

I’d like to feel
That what we have is real
Enough for me to do the same.

Don’t leave me lying here
Bedded in poisonous fear
That it’s not what we thought

Love can be misapprehension
So is it worth all this tension
For those moments of bliss?

I ask you these queries
In aim to calm my worries
That this is really love

Sometimes I stand
In a light so blinding
I forget darkness
and hold my breath
afraid
it may
all
be
a dream