21 posts tagged “road”
A day without you
Is a day without light
You are the love that brings
The sunshine to my life
A day without you
Is a day feeling blue
I want to spend every day
Being loved by you
A day without you
Is a day filled with pain
Countless tears I dry from my eyes
As they fall like rain
A day without you
I don’t want to live
That’s why I’ll be here
Waiting for you until eternity
I’m sick of this
I’ve been a puppet on your string for too long
You don’t own me
I’m tired of being strong for you
Now
I’m doing it for me
And if I wanna break down
That’s what I’m gonna do.
You kept telling me to stay quiet
Take a back seat
Hold everyone else together
What about me?
Watching everyone fall apart around me
Couldn’t join in
Just watching it all crumble
A lone pillar in the metaphorical destruction
Arguing over petty shit
A car door is metal
There are more important things
Like life
Health
And family
But you don’t seem to care
Don’t tell me to shut up
For the past month
That’s all I’ve done.
Silence from me on the outside
But inside
Nothing but noise
Anger
Destruction
Collapse
Fear
Pain
Watch my façade
It won’t last long
Its getting old
Watch it crumble like the rest of this fucked up situation
Pain?
Pills numb the pain.
But that’s not the answer
I’m in a cyclone speed mental spiral
down
down
down
Need to find the brake before its too late
Too late
too late..
Hidden in the attic,
all the way upstairs,
is something very special,
that I would like to share.
My hopes,
my dreams,
old photographs,
of good times and bad times that make me laugh.
The joy of a hug,
the thrill of a kiss,
leaves me to remember the pure, simple bliss.
I cry for the fun,
and giggle for the pain,
I enjoyed the good life I was able to maintain.
The thoughts and wishes,
they all stay with me,
all of these contained in my book of memories.
There seems to be an issue
Left unchecked and yet denied
A promise made without much thought
Now chained we must abide
Still you refuse to realize
The desperateness within my eyes
I wish a way, I wish to find
A safe way to leave you behind
My life would then be empty
For you complete what I am
But your life remains unfinished
While I keep you from His hand
You truely claim that you cannot
Remain to be happy, while I am not
Yet that’s the way that it must be
Since this won’t last because of me
We were close friends, also lovers
did everything for one another
Now youre gone and Im lost without you here now
But I know I gotta live and make it somehow
Come back to me
Can you feel me
Hear me callin for you Cause its
Its been too long and Im lost without you
So what am I gonna do, said Ive been needinyou,
wantin you
Wonderin if youre the same and whos been with you
Is your heart still mine, I wanna cry sometimes
Now Im sittin here thinkin âbout you
And the days we used to share
Its drivin me crazy, I dont know what to do
Im just wonderin if you still care
And I wanna let you know that its killin me
I know you got another life, you gotta concentrate,
baby
Do You Remember The Time
When We Fell In Love
Do You Remember The Time
When We First Met Girl
Do You Remember The Time
When We Fell In Love
Do You Remember The Time
Those Sweet Memories
Will Always Be Dear To Me
And Girl No Matter What Was Said
I Will Never Forget What We Had
Now Baby
I know how depressed you’ve been
And I know how sad you will remain
All you need is someone to hold you
All you want is someone to love
Someone who loves you too
I know all this and I know one more thing
That it would be different
If I was there
To hold you
To love you
I know it would be different
If I was there
You said goodbye but you can’t be out of sight
Although we never meet, but our memories will remain
You will be always far which is not bad for me
I don’t care if your body isn’t here.. but then It’s gonna be fine
Why would I want your love if it’s not yours
But my Love is mine which I like to keep for while… in this rest life
There is no formula or law which can take it away
I gaze up at the sky each night
and find the brightest star.
It’s always waiting there for me
so close, but yet so far.
The star winks in the evening sky
and reaches out to me.
It magically appears each night
for all the world to see.
I’ve wished upon this special star
my whole life through, it seems.
I’ve closed my eyes and made my wish
of hopes, and plans, and dreams.
And then, one day I got my wish
for I finally met you.
You are that someone special
who’s made all my dreams come true.
So now whenever we’re apart
I find that same bright star.
It makes me feel so close to you
no matter where you are.
A lovely thought from a broken heart … “She laughs at my dreams, but I dream only of her laugher”